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Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live

By: A Survivor Not a Victim
May 10, 2016

I feel so defeated, anxious, stressed, fearful, and – I don’t even know. I also feel like my job is in jeopardy.

I’ve always been a smart and successful woman who never gives up! This is not me now. I don’t know who this is, and I fear I will never know that woman again.

I can feel it; deep down, despite my family and friends who love me and my dogs who love and need me, I feel I’m slipping away. I’m afraid that my strength is running out. I don’t want to leave my loved ones behind, but the truth draws closer. A person can only take so much, and I am barely hanging on by a single thread.

Published by A Survivor Not a Victim

Rape victim trying to recover. The road is not easy.

4 thoughts on “Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live”

  2. I know exactly how you must be feeling. I’m going through much of this too now. But I refuse to give in anymore to my dark urges to end my life. It’s not going to be easy but I want to try my best. I hope the same for you my friend. Keep in touch

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