I Don’t Know How Much More Of This I Can Take

By: A Survivor Not a Victim
July 21, 2016

I’m feeling like I am at the end of my breaking point! The District Attorney won’t charge my rapist; he wasn’t even questioned, nor was there even an attempt made to get a statement from him.

During the restraining order extension hearings (two of them ), his story changed; mine has never changed.

I’m not willing to give up yet, but I don’t know how much more I can take. I have no doubt in my mind that he will rape again (he has probably raped before ). I don’t want to lose hope, but he has already taken so much away from me; I just don’t know how much more of this I can bear.