I am feeling the end of my breaking point! The DA won’t charge my rapist, he wasn't even questioned, nor was there even an an attempt made to get a statement from him. During the restraining order extention hearings (two of them ) his story changed, mine has never changed . I am not … Continue reading RAPE: I Don’t Know How Much More Of This I Can Take
Tag: Suicide
Being raped is on of the worst experiences that a person can live through. The aftermath of rape is equally as terrible. As if being raped isn't bad enough, the trauma from that event, the memories, the scars....they last forever. It is bad enough that I am TERRIFIED to leave my house, or work once … Continue reading Being Raped Has Ruined My Life – I Live In A Constant State Of FEAR
Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
Today is my 33rd birthday...but it doesn't even matter...I am not even celebrating. I have no plans, I made no plans. I am broken beyond belief because of what he has done to me. No justice, no responsibility, free to do it again to some other woman. I still can't sleep, can't eat, I am … Continue reading Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter
Smile so bright and eyes so blue.On the outside she looks happy, but no one knew.That inside she was numb, broken and subdue,Boundless afflictions torment beyond her control;Leaving feelings of blackness and decay in the depths of her soul. But no one will know....For she hides behind her lively smileAnd big doe eyes.No one sees … Continue reading Almost Gone
A Survivor Not a Victim 