Smile so bright and eyes so blue.On the outside she looks happy, but no one knew.That inside she was numb, broken and subdue,Boundless afflictions torment beyond her control;Leaving feelings of blackness and decay in the depths of her soul. But no one will know....For she hides behind her lively smileAnd big doe eyes.No one sees … Continue reading Almost Gone
Category: Poems
This tortured mind of mine won't rest Anxiety, depression and thoughts of terror possessed Repulsive memories flash through my mind In bits and pieces discombobulated and intertwined. Day's are dark and night grow blacker, Leaving me breathless, restless, feeling sadder With each passing night the nightmares take fight And every passing day the flashbacks … Continue reading Tortured Mind
You violated my body, deep down to the depths of my soul. You didn't care that I said I would never sleep with you, how long were you planning this? I don't know? You're mad because the court removed you from the apartment, and with good reason they had But guess what buddy, you are … Continue reading The Fucking By My Rapist Continues
Who am I? For this I don't know anymore. But I am a woman who refuses to remain silent, that's for sure. I was never one to back down in defeate But the extent of your all encompassing deceit.... I am powerless to educe justice for the crime that occurred. And how could I, when … Continue reading Who Am I
I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW! I JUST WANT TO SHUT MY BRAIN OFF!!! I hate what you did to me. I hate how I feel. I hate how I can't sleep. I hate how I can't eat. I hate that I get flashbacks. And images of your disgusting face in my mind. I hate who … Continue reading I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW
I'm not scared of wolves It's the wolves in sheep's clothing I fear Feigned, conniving and deceitful is the true essence they hide But with wolves you see their true nature, no shame, no apologies, no lies You are a wolf in sheep's clothing The lowest of the low What you deserve something, so awful, more … Continue reading Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing
A Survivor Not a Victim 