It has been exactly 8 months since I was raped (actually 8 months yesterday because it is after midnight). I am not doing much better at all, I am still having awful nightmares; the went a way for a couple of weeks, but not for long, migraines are in full swing (this one is 7 … Continue reading Road to Recovery…When Does It End?
I was raped in February by my former roommate. He started a new job at the Department of Children and Families two days after he raped me. So yes...he clearly passed the background check. My restraining order has recently been extended for two years (the judge hardly batted an eye while granting it) and amended … Continue reading Rape, Boston Massachusetts, & A DCF Employee
I was raped by my former roommate on February 14th 2016. I filed a police report. Within less than 48 hours I was told that the DA would not be moving forward with the case. In fact, I met with the DA this past Tuesday, and it was confirmed that there was not even an … Continue reading I Came Forward, I Want To Press Charges &The DA Won’t Do Anything
Last night I was talking with a "friend" who I had previously confided about being raped. We were talking because I was upset, I am having such a hard time moving on. My life is a mess, I am not myself, and I feel ruined. As we were talking she said, "How do you even … Continue reading Living Rape Culture; This Conversation Actually Happened Last Night
Being raped is on of the worst experiences that a person can live through. The aftermath of rape is equally as terrible. As if being raped isn't bad enough, the trauma from that event, the memories, the scars....they last forever. It is bad enough that I am TERRIFIED to leave my house, or work once … Continue reading Being Raped Has Ruined My Life – I Live In A Constant State Of FEAR
Since I was raped on February 14th this year (2016) I have been suffering from major anxiety, PTSD, suicidal thoughts and so much more. About two weeks ago, I passed my rapist on the street. I had a panic attack ( which I have never experienced in my life). Since then, I have been even … Continue reading So Anxious; I Can’tDeal With This Anymore