Being raped is on of the worst experiences that a person can live through. The aftermath of rape is equally as terrible. As if being raped isn't bad enough, the trauma from that event, the memories, the scars....they last forever. It is bad enough that I am TERRIFIED to leave my house, or work once … Continue reading Being Raped Has Ruined My Life – I Live In A Constant State Of FEAR
Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
Today is my 33rd birthday...but it doesn't even matter...I am not even celebrating. I have no plans, I made no plans. I am broken beyond belief because of what he has done to me. No justice, no responsibility, free to do it again to some other woman. I still can't sleep, can't eat, I am … Continue reading Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter
Full article http://abcnews.go.com/US/stanford-student-brock-turner-blames-party-culture-sexual/story?id=39702144 Brock Turner, typical rapist as displayed in this article. He blames peer pressure to drink and party culture for making a "bad decision ". Brock Turner the rapist - "My poor decision-making and excessive drinking hurt someone that night, and I wish I could just take it all back" Rapists never admit … Continue reading Brock Turner Rapist. .. Blaming College “Party Culture”
I know that it has been a long time since I have posted, and that I have not been posting daily as per usual. I have been in such a dark dark place. It has been just about 4 months since he raped me. My dreams, flashbacks, sleeping issues, concentration, eating issues, etc. are really … Continue reading Can’t Even Describe How I Am Feeling
Trigger warning : graphic images I chose to make this a visual post. I have no problem expressing myself with words, but sometimes, visual depictions do what word's cannot.