Being raped is on of the worst experiences that a person can live through. The aftermath of rape is equally as terrible. As if being raped isn't bad enough, the trauma from that event, the memories, the scars....they last forever. It is bad enough that I am TERRIFIED to leave my house, or work once … Continue reading Being Raped Has Ruined My Life – I Live In A Constant State Of FEAR
Tag: PTSD
Today started off wonderful. It is sunny and warm. I was actually happy this morning (which is very very rare these days ). Around 11:30 I left the office to run to the grocery store to grab something for lunch, and a coupleof other things. I was almost at the store when walking down the … Continue reading I’m Never Going To Be Ok…Can’t Believe This Happened Today
Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
Today is my 33rd birthday...but it doesn't even matter...I am not even celebrating. I have no plans, I made no plans. I am broken beyond belief because of what he has done to me. No justice, no responsibility, free to do it again to some other woman. I still can't sleep, can't eat, I am … Continue reading Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter
Trigger warning : graphic images I chose to make this a visual post. I have no problem expressing myself with words, but sometimes, visual depictions do what word's cannot.
I feel so defeated, so anxious, stressed, fearful and...I don't even know. I also feel like my job of four years is in jeopardy. I’ve always been a smart and successful person who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I fear that I will never know … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
A Survivor Not a Victim 