Being raped is on of the worst experiences that a person can live through. The aftermath of rape is equally as terrible. As if being raped isn't bad enough, the trauma from that event, the memories, the scars....they last forever. It is bad enough that I am TERRIFIED to leave my house, or work once … Continue reading Being Raped Has Ruined My Life – I Live In A Constant State Of FEAR
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rape1 noun 1. unlawful sexual intercourse or any other sexual penetration of the vagina, anus, or mouth of another person, with or without force, by a sex organ, other body part, or foreign object, without the consent of the victim. This is the definition of RAPE "with or without force" "without consent of the victim" So...then why is our justice … Continue reading Rape
Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
Today is my 33rd birthday...but it doesn't even matter...I am not even celebrating. I have no plans, I made no plans. I am broken beyond belief because of what he has done to me. No justice, no responsibility, free to do it again to some other woman. I still can't sleep, can't eat, I am … Continue reading Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter
Brock Turner has been convicted of raping an unconscious female behind a dumpster at a frat party. Two fellow male students caught him in the act, chased him down, and held him until police officers arrived on the scene. Even though Brock Turner was found guilty, he was sentenced to only 6 MONTHS of jail … Continue reading Brock Turner; Convicted Rapist…Don’t EVER Forget It
I know that it has been a long time since I have posted, and that I have not been posting daily as per usual. I have been in such a dark dark place. It has been just about 4 months since he raped me. My dreams, flashbacks, sleeping issues, concentration, eating issues, etc. are really … Continue reading Can’t Even Describe How I Am Feeling
A Survivor Not a Victim 