By: A Survivor Not a Victim
July 21, 2016
I’m feeling like I am at the end of my breaking point! The District Attorney won’t charge my rapist; he wasn’t even questioned, nor was there even an attempt made to get a statement from him.
During the restraining order extension hearings (two of them ), his story changed; mine has never changed.
I’m not willing to give up yet, but I don’t know how much more I can take. I have no doubt in my mind that he will rape again (he has probably raped before ). I don’t want to lose hope, but he has already taken so much away from me; I just don’t know how much more of this I can bear.
A Survivor Not a Victim 
Thank you. I hope that they don’t get scared away, I am just so incredibly frustrated with the system, but I am really glad to hear your feedback, I think that I need to write more positive posts. ..even if they are about others. I really want to empower others. I do believe in Karma, but this is truly the ultimate test of that belief. I have to find a way to move past this somehow.
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Sometimes it is hard for me to read your blog because the images you include are extremely triggering. But I’m always glad when I move beyond that and read your words. Just keep in mind some girls who could sincerely benefit from your insight might be scared away. That aside, I understand how you feel, I really do. I really hope you will not do anything to harm yourself, there is a point when it is literally out of our control and it’s the most awful feeling but you have done your part and the journey now is to find some semblance of peace in spite of the adversity you face. If you believe in ultimate justice beyond this life or karma then take comfort in that. Myself, I believe he will be punished in this life or the next.
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