I have been doing a lot of thinking. About what I have been going through. I am completely and utterly disgusted with the justice systems in Massachusetts, and then Suffolk County DA Office.
The ADA actually asked me if I really thought that he didn’t make a mistake because “people sometimes change their minds “. I was so incredibly infuriated, but I didn’t give him a piece of my mind like I would normally do in a situation like that. I was just too shocked, because I could see in his eyes that he was serious.
NO! I have never EVER had feelings or curiosities about the rapist in a sexual way. …EVER!! That is why when earlier in the night, I told him that I would NEVER SLEEP WITH HIM. I never change my mind. I have never felt that way towards him, and I can’t sleep with someone if I am not into them. …I have never been able to do that.
I just really can’t believe that there was never an attempt to get a statement from him. Especially because he has changed his story under oath on record. An initial statement from when I initially made the rep could have really helped my case. In my opinion, this is gross neglect regarding rape on the hands of the Commonwealth of Massachusetts .
And, if you read my blog, to top it off, he works for the Department of children and families. …disgusting, people are not safe.
He needs to be changed for this. He needs to be held responsible .
The justice system the majority of rape victims every day. There is almost no justice for victims of rape.