This is my Life…Depression, exhaustion, sleepless nights, miserable morning’s,  long day’s,  no joy, panic attacks,  high anxiety, and no support system. I hate how I feel.

I just want to get back to my normal happy self. The woman who appreciates all that life has to offer.  The person who can seethe good in every bad situation.  But there is nothing good from being raped. good can ever come from that! I don’t know how to get back to good.  I don’t how to be able to sleep at night.  Or how to stop the image’s that pop into my head out of nowhere.  I don’t know how to stop being scared. I hate what I am going through.  I hate what he did to me.  Why did he do it? Why? I’m a good person. No one should ever haveto go through anything like that. one! It’s not fair.

I don’t know how I am going to get through this. ..or if I will get through this.