By: A Survivor Not a Victim
March 30, 2016
I am losing it. I just can’t take it anymore. I can’t handle it; the sleep deprivation, flashbacks, jumpiness, depression, being fearful every day that I am going to see him. It takes such a toll on me. I’m literally exhausted!
I’m obsessed, obsessed with trying to find a way to bring him to justice. It has completely consumed me.
I am becoming more jumpy each day. I can’t even count how many times someone came up to me at work today, and I jumped clean into the air. It’s embarrassing, frustrating, and fills me with anxiety. And when they ask why, I just awkwardly tell them that there is a reason, and thankfully, that ends the conversation.
I can’t live like this. I don’t feel strong like a survivor or like myself.
A Survivor Not a Victim 
Thank you, times are tough, and they don’t seem to be getting much better, but your word’s of encouragement really help!
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I understand, and you are not alone. I know that’s cold comfort right now, but I hope it offers some small sliver of light.
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