Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
Trigger warning : graphic images I chose to make this a visual post. I have no problem expressing myself with words, but sometimes, visual depictions do what word's cannot.
I feel so defeated, so anxious, stressed, fearful and...I don't even know. I also feel like my job of four years is in jeopardy. I’ve always been a smart and successful person who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I fear that I will never know … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
This tortured mind of mine won't rest Anxiety, depression and thoughts of terror possessed Repulsive memories flash through my mind In bits and pieces discombobulated and intertwined. Day's are dark and night grow blacker, Leaving me breathless, restless, feeling sadder With each passing night the nightmares take fight And every passing day the flashbacks … Continue reading Tortured Mind
Below is a list of common myths and facts about rape. MYTH: Victims cause the violence that has happened to them FACT: It doesn’t matter what someone is wearing or how they are acting, no one asks to be raped. People who sexually assault often use force, threat, or injury. An absence of injuries does … Continue reading Myths and Facts About Being Raped
I am losing it. I just can't take it anymore. I can't handle it; the sleep deprivation, flashbacks, jumpiness, depression, being fearful every day that I am going to see him. It takes such a toll on me. I'm literally exhausted! I'm obsessed. Obsessed with trying to find a way to bring him to justice. … Continue reading I Am Losing It