By: A Survivor Not a Victim
April 8, 2016
I am approaching the end of my rope and don’t know what to do anymore. I can’t take it, I can’t cope. I have done everything right, and nothing is working out for me. On top of that, I’m seeking help, sharing my story, both here and with family and friends in person. I’m seeking counseling, and nothing is bringing ease to my pain and suffering; I am not feeling any better!
I’m in a pit of deep dark and despair, with no hope or glimmer of light. I have been through a lot of tough times in my life (and no, I am not talking about love struggles, but I do know firsthand how terribly awful those are and can be), so I am no stranger to dark times. I have always remained positive and come out ok; this time, I am getting worried. I have never felt such despair, anguish, or such a loss of words (which, for me, is not typical).
I don’t know how much longer I can continue like this. I keep looking at my two little dogs; they are the only reason I have not relinquished hope and given up, but it is getting harder and harder to function, live, and breathe. I don’t know what to do
A Survivor Not a Victim 
All I can say is I love you and think about you every day. I know first hand what you are going through. Everyone’s journey is different some take many turns, some are roller coaster rides and some seem to be underground with no light at the end of the tunnel. That is how it was for me for a long time but just remember ” Only in the darkness can you see the stars.”
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Thank you for your kind and motivating words. This is really nice to hear right now, because I just feel kike I am continuing to fall . Thank you for believing in me, that really means so much! More thank you could imagine! 🙂
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