I know that it has been a long time since I have posted, and that I have not been posting daily as per usual. I have been in such a dark dark place. It has been just about 4 months since he raped me. My dreams, flashbacks, sleeping issues, concentration, eating issues, etc. are really … Continue reading Can’t Even Describe How I Am Feeling
Tag: despair
I feel so defeated, so anxious, stressed, fearful and...I don't even know. I also feel like my job of four years is in jeopardy. I’ve always been a smart and successful person who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I fear that I will never know … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
I am approaching the end of my rope and I don't know what to do anymore. I can't take it, I can't cope. I have done everything right, and nothing is working out for me. On top of that, I am seeking help, sharing my story, both here, and with family and friends in … Continue reading I Just Don’t Know What To Do Anymore
A Survivor Not a Victim 