Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter

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Today is my 33rd birthday…but it doesn’t even matter…I am not even celebrating. I have no plans, I made no plans. I am broken beyond belief because of what he has done to me. No justice, no responsibility, free to do it again to some other woman. I still can’t sleep, can’t eat, I am anxious all the time, jumpy….what is the point on celebrating this year when I am completely destroyed as a human. I don’t even want to be living most day’s. It is not fair and there is nothing that I can do about it. I am so depressed, exhausted, tired of the nightmares, flashbacks and…just living….there is nothing to celebrate!

 

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7 thoughts on “Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter

  1. Hello there! This blog post could not be written much better!
    Looking at this article reminds me of my previous roommate!
    He always kept preaching about this. I am going to forward this information to him.
    Pretty sure he will have a very good read.

    Many thanks for sharing!

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