I feel so defeated, so anxious, stressed, fearful and…I don’t even know. I also feel like my job of four years is in jeopardy.
I’ve always been a smart and successful person who never gives up! This is not me now. I don’t know who this is, and I fear that I will never know that women again.
I can feel it, deep down, despite my family and friends who love me. Despite my dog’s who love and need me, I feel that I am slipping away. I’m afraid that my strength is running out. I don’t want to leave my loved ones behind, but the truth draws closer, a person can only take so much, and I am barely hanging on by a single thread.
A Survivor Not a Victim 
Thank you 🙂 💖
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I know exactly how you must be feeling. I’m going through much of this too now. But I refuse to give in anymore to my dark urges to end my life. It’s not going to be easy but I want to try my best. I hope the same for you my friend. Keep in touch
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