By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 26, 2016 I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW! I JUST WANT TO SHUT MY BRAIN OFF!!! I hate what you did to me. I hate how I feel. I hate how I can't sleep. I hate how I can't eat. I hate that I get flashbacks. And images of your … Continue reading I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW
Category: PTSD
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 23, 2016 The joy in my life has ceased. A veil of tenebrosity ensues What has my life disparaged to How can one man incite so much anguish For a person should not have the kind of power over you Yet, when a person defiles you, that assertion does … Continue reading DARK AND WITHERING
By: A Survivor Not a Victim March 23, 2016 Exhaustion, depression, anxiety, tribulation, indignation, and preoccupation is my current state. For I cower at the thought that I don’t know how much more my soul can take. Once strong, resilient, and vivacious. Now, transformed into a defeated faux pas How long will this semblance persist? … Continue reading Defeated
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 23, 2016 It's nearly midnight and I should be sleeping But thoughts of anxiety and anguish penetrate my mind, they are creeping. As the ebon circles under my eyes grow darker, My cognizance distorts to a despondent state of preoccupancy About that night, the violence done to me. As each … Continue reading Sleep Won’t Come
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