Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
Trigger warning : graphic images I chose to make this a visual post. I have no problem expressing myself with words, but sometimes, visual depictions do what word's cannot.
I'm so exhausted. Physically, emotionally, and spirituality. I use to be so full of life. I was that women, where no matter where I go, people tend to flock to me. Maybe it's because I always gave off such positive energy, or that I was always smiling, maybe I had a light inside me. I … Continue reading Wish I Could Just Erase The Horrible Memories
If you follow my blog, you know that the DA is not pressing charges against my rapist. This is not fair, and it happens to far too many people! I am so angry that I struggle every day just to function, while he gets to live his life. I wish that there was something I … Continue reading I Wish I Could Do More About This!
I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW! I JUST WANT TO SHUT MY BRAIN OFF!!! I hate what you did to me. I hate how I feel. I hate how I can't sleep. I hate how I can't eat. I hate that I get flashbacks. And images of your disgusting face in my mind. I hate who … Continue reading I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW