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Tortured Mind

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This tortured mind of mine won’t rest

Anxiety, depression, thoughts of terror possessed

Repulsive memories flash through my mind

In bits and pieces discombobulated and intertwined.

Day’s are dark,  and night grow blacker with each sleep,  leaving me breathless, restless, petrified and fatigued.

With each passing night the nightmares take fight

And every passing day,  the flashbacks come out to play

There is no end in sight to this tournaments ignite

Each breath that I take, and blink that I make I wish for abrogation!

Alas, forlorn my hopes and efforts

As tortured mind, a tortured being, a toured soul, attains no rest

 

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Wolf in Sheep’s Clothing

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I’m not scared of wolves

It’s the wolves in sheep’s clothing I fear

Feigned, conniving and deceitful is the true essence they hide

But with wolves you see their true nature,  no shame, no apologies,  no lies

You are a wolf in sheep’s clothing

The lowest of the low

What you deserve  something,  so awful,  more damaging than anyone could undergo

How could you do this to me? Are you that twisted?

Because I said I would never sleep with you,   my boundaries you omitted?

You are worthless,  insignificant,  more grotesque than scum on the bottom of the filthiest shoe.

And don’t you worry,  because one day Karma WILL COME FOR YOU

I will take care, and run with the wolves

They are safer to be around,  you know what to expect from them

Take care my rapist,  for one day,  Karma will bring your perfect world to a shattering end

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Everlasting Day

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My nights are long and disconsolate
And the day’s are dark and melancholy
As day fades into night
And night dissolves into day
It’s like an eternal affliction
Everlasting every day

My eyes grow heavy
My body feeble
My mind disintegrated
My soul obliterated

I seek piece of mind
Freedom of what I’ve been cursed
Instead I remain captive
Imprisoned by the terror
Of what he did
Trapped in this vicious circle
With no day’s end

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