By: A Survivor Not a VictimJune 29, 2016 Since I was raped on February 14th this year (2016), I have been suffering from major anxiety, PTSD, suicidal thoughts, and so much more. About two weeks ago, I passed my rapist on the street. I had a panic attack ( which I have never experienced in … Continue reading So Anxious; I Can’tDeal With This Anymore
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By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 10, 2016 I feel so defeated, anxious, stressed, fearful, and - I don't even know. I also feel like my job is in jeopardy. I've always been a smart and successful woman who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 14, 2016 Note from the Writer This list of common Myths and Facts About Rape is by the Arizona Coalition To End Sexual and Domestic Violence MYTH: Victims cause the violence that has happened to them FACT: It doesn’t matter what someone is wearing or how they are acting, … Continue reading Myths and Facts About Being Raped
By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 6, 2016 I have had a tough week. My grandpa died, the funeral was Monday (actually, what we had, you can't call a funeral, but that is not relevant to this blog ), the family is in crisis because of awful things going on, and I still can't cope … Continue reading Trying To Find The Will To Stay Strong
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 16, 2016 I still live in the apartment where I was raped. He is gone, the locks have been changed, I have a restraining order, and I should be safe (inside the apartment, at least ). But when my dogs bark at night, which they just about never do, … Continue reading I’m Terrified