By: A Survivor Not a Victim March 23, 2016 Exhaustion, depression, anxiety, tribulation, indignation, and preoccupation is my current state. For I cower at the thought that I don’t know how much more my soul can take. Once strong, resilient, and vivacious. Now, transformed into a defeated faux pas How long will this semblance persist? … Continue reading Defeated
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By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 23, 2016 It's nearly midnight and I should be sleeping But thoughts of anxiety and anguish penetrate my mind, they are creeping. As the ebon circles under my eyes grow darker, My cognizance distorts to a despondent state of preoccupancy About that night, the violence done to me. As each … Continue reading Sleep Won’t Come
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 17, 2016 My nights are long and disconsolateand day's are dark and melancholy.As day fades into night,night dissolves into day,it's like an eternal afflictionEverlasting every day. My eyes grow heavy,My body is feeble,My mind disintegratedand soul obliterated. I seek piece of mind,freedom of what I've been cursed.Instead I remain captive,imprisoned … Continue reading Everlasting Day
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 15, 2016 This is my life— depression, exhaustion, sleepless nights, miserable mornings, long days, no joy, panic attacks, high anxiety, and no support system. I hate how I feel. I just want to get back to my normal and happy self. The woman who appreciates all that life has … Continue reading This is my life…