By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 30, 2016 I am losing it. I just can't take it anymore. I can't handle it; the sleep deprivation, flashbacks, jumpiness, depression, being fearful every day that I am going to see him. It takes such a toll on me. I'm literally exhausted! I'm obsessed, obsessed with trying to … Continue reading I Am Losing It
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By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 29, 2016 I'm so exhausted—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I used to be so full of life. I was that woman where people tended to flock to me no matter where I went. Maybe it's because I always gave off such positive energy, or I was always smiling; perhaps I … Continue reading Wish I Could Just Erase The Horrible Memories
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 28, 2016 If you follow my blog, you know that the District Attorney (DA) is not pressing charges against my rapist. This is not fair, and it happens to far too many people! I am so angry that I struggle every day to function while he gets to live … Continue reading I Wish I Could Do More About This!
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 19, 2016 So, I've previously spoken with a person on a rape crisis hotline that said I could literally walk down the street naked, and that doesn't mean that I'm asking to be raped. Last night I talked with my brother's fiancé, and she said that just because you … Continue reading I Am Mad
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 19, 2016 I just read a great write-up about dealing with rape. It's a great reminder to read over and over, especially on the really tough days (which for me right now is every day ). Last night, I had my brother and his fiancé over for dinner. Although he … Continue reading Dealing With Rape
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 17, 2016 I have been getting new bedding since I was raped in my bedroom, in my bed, and I'm still living in the apartment. I had super soft flannel sheets from Target, which I threw away and ordered a new set. I bought a plain white comforter from … Continue reading My New Bedding Supports A Great Cause & I Didn’t Even Know It
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