By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 17, 2016 Since the District Attorney's office of Boston, MA, will not prosecute my rapist, I have been forced to seek other means of justice. I have been working with the victim's legal advocates, who are trying to find an attorney to take my case to civil court. So … Continue reading Finally Got The Courage To Get A Copy Of My Police Report
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By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 17, 2016 I research the topic of rape every day of the week. I do this because I'm looking for many things: answers, help, blog post ideas, etc. One thing I have been researching a lot lately is how to cope with being raped. I still do not understand … Continue reading Coping With Rape; I Just Don’t Understand How I Am Supposed To Do This
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 10, 2016 I feel so defeated, anxious, stressed, fearful, and - I don't even know. I also feel like my job is in jeopardy. I've always been a smart and successful woman who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 9, 2016 I am having such a hard time functioning as a human being right now! I am so full of regret and guilt! I wish that I did something to stop him from raping me, anything! At the very least, I wish that I was not too scared … Continue reading Full Of Regret, Guilt and Shame; Can’t Move On
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 7, 2016 On the outside, I pretended that I am fine. But inside … inside, I am dying! Every day is a struggle. Every night is a nightmare! I don't know how much more I can take.
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 7, 2016 Dirty Scared Terrified Lost Not myself Anxious Depressed Gross Awful Terrible Alone Ashamed Victim Disgrace Innocence lost