This fall will be four years since it happened. I met this guy in one of my classes, and we had been dating a little. He seemed like a nice guy, and I thought I really liked him.
Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak X - is his name ie THE RAPIST Yucky Zero
I am anxiously awaiting the return of my man. He hasbeen away since very shortly after my rape, and due to return next month in June sometime. I'm so afraid of what sex is going to be like and how it is going to effect us. So scared! He has assured me his support, but … Continue reading Sex After Rape
I came across this page on the by LD Wilson Consultants Of all the things that I read on it, the words below stuck in my mind... "FIGHT BACKIf possible, always report rapes. Otherwise, rapists usually strike again and again. They can be some of the most violent and vile criminals in existence. Do not be … Continue reading Not so easy: Fight Back And Report
#2 Amelia ❤ "My father used to come home from work and take a shower. I was 11 years old, watching Hannah Montana on his bed when he came out of the shower and tickled me. He was naked the whole time. My father was kind of creepy after that, like touching my butt and … Continue reading Story #2 ~ Amelia
Almost 7 years have gone by. I blocked out what he had done for 4 years until a memory, a flashback, a realization came in like a flood. And no matter how hard I wanted to, there was no going back. I had to face it.