By: A Survivor Not a VictimJune 15, 2016 Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak eXploited Yucky Zero
Tag: Anger
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 29, 2016 I'm so exhausted—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I used to be so full of life. I was that woman where people tended to flock to me no matter where I went. Maybe it's because I always gave off such positive energy, or I was always smiling; perhaps I … Continue reading Wish I Could Just Erase The Horrible Memories
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 28, 2016 If you follow my blog, you know that the District Attorney (DA) is not pressing charges against my rapist. This is not fair, and it happens to far too many people! I am so angry that I struggle every day to function while he gets to live … Continue reading I Wish I Could Do More About This!
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 26, 2016 I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW! I JUST WANT TO SHUT MY BRAIN OFF!!! I hate what you did to me. I hate how I feel. I hate how I can't sleep. I hate how I can't eat. I hate that I get flashbacks. And images of your … Continue reading I HATE MYSELF RIGHT NOW