By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 8, 2016 I am approaching the end of my rope and don't know what to do anymore. I can't take it, I can't cope. I have done everything right, and nothing is working out for me. On top of that, I'm seeking help, sharing my story, both here and … Continue reading I Just Don’t Know What To Do Anymore
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By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 8, 2016 This sucks!!!! Everything sucks, and the hits keep on coming! I have been looking for a roommate for a month now to no avail. Today, I received a text from my landlord saying that he has only received half of the rent for this month and to … Continue reading Getting The Short End Of The Stick Continues!!!!!!!!!
By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 6, 2016 I have had a tough week. My grandpa died, the funeral was Monday (actually, what we had, you can't call a funeral, but that is not relevant to this blog ), the family is in crisis because of awful things going on, and I still can't cope … Continue reading Trying To Find The Will To Stay Strong
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 30, 2016 I am losing it. I just can't take it anymore. I can't handle it; the sleep deprivation, flashbacks, jumpiness, depression, being fearful every day that I am going to see him. It takes such a toll on me. I'm literally exhausted! I'm obsessed, obsessed with trying to … Continue reading I Am Losing It
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 29, 2016 I'm so exhausted—physically, emotionally, and spiritually. I used to be so full of life. I was that woman where people tended to flock to me no matter where I went. Maybe it's because I always gave off such positive energy, or I was always smiling; perhaps I … Continue reading Wish I Could Just Erase The Horrible Memories
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 23, 2016 The joy in my life has ceased. A veil of tenebrosity ensues What has my life disparaged to How can one man incite so much anguish For a person should not have the kind of power over you Yet, when a person defiles you, that assertion does … Continue reading DARK AND WITHERING
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