By: A Survivor Not a VictimJune 15, 2016 Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak eXploited Yucky Zero
Tag: Anxiety
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 10, 2016 I feel so defeated, anxious, stressed, fearful, and - I don't even know. I also feel like my job is in jeopardy. I've always been a smart and successful woman who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 25, 2016 This tortured mind of mine won't rest. Anxiety, depression, and thoughts of terror possessed. Repulsive memories flash through my mind, In bits and pieces discombobulated and intertwined. Days are dark, and nights grow blacker, Leaving me breathless, restless, and feeling sadder. With each passing night, the … Continue reading Tortured Mind
By: A Survivor Not a VictimApril 14, 2016 Note from the Writer This list of common Myths and Facts About Rape is by the Arizona Coalition To End Sexual and Domestic Violence MYTH: Victims cause the violence that has happened to them FACT: It doesn’t matter what someone is wearing or how they are acting, … Continue reading Myths and Facts About Being Raped
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMarch 30, 2016 I am losing it. I just can't take it anymore. I can't handle it; the sleep deprivation, flashbacks, jumpiness, depression, being fearful every day that I am going to see him. It takes such a toll on me. I'm literally exhausted! I'm obsessed, obsessed with trying to … Continue reading I Am Losing It
By: A Survivor Not a Victim March 23, 2016 Exhaustion, depression, anxiety, tribulation, indignation, and preoccupation is my current state. For I cower at the thought that I don’t know how much more my soul can take. Once strong, resilient, and vivacious. Now, transformed into a defeated faux pas How long will this semblance persist? … Continue reading Defeated