By: A Survivor Not a VictimJuly 7, 2016 Being raped is one of the worst experiences that a person can live through. The aftermath of rape is equally as terrible. As if being raped isn't bad enough, the trauma from that event, the memories, the scars, they last forever. It is bad enough that I … Continue reading Being Raped Has Ruined My Life – I Live In A Constant State Of FEAR
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By: A Survivor Not a VictimJune 17, 2016 Today started off wonderfully. It is sunny and warm. I was happy this morning (which is very rare these days ). Around 11:30 I left the office to run to the grocery store to grab something for lunch, and a coupleof other things. I was almost at … Continue reading I’m Never Going To Be Ok…Can’t Believe This Happened Today
By: A Survivor Not a VictimJune 15, 2016 Awful Broken Choked Damaged Emotional Fearful Guilty Hurt Insignificant Jittery Kaput Lost Mutilated Nervous Overwhelmed Paralyzed Queasy Restless Suicidal Tired Undefinable Violated Weak eXploited Yucky Zero
By: A Survivor Not a VictimJune 12, 2016 Today is my 33rd birthday, but it doesn't matter; I'm not celebrating. I have no plans; I made no plans. I'm broken beyond belief because of what he has done to me. No justice, no responsibility, and he is free to do it again to some other … Continue reading Today Is My Birthday…But It Doesn’t Even Matter
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 10, 2016 I feel so defeated, anxious, stressed, fearful, and - I don't even know. I also feel like my job is in jeopardy. I've always been a smart and successful woman who never gives up! This is not me now. I don't know who this is, and I … Continue reading Feel Like I’m Starting To Loose The Will To Live
By: A Survivor Not a VictimMay 7, 2016 On the outside, I pretended that I am fine. But inside … inside, I am dying! Every day is a struggle. Every night is a nightmare! I don't know how much more I can take.